Catatan

Tunjukkan catatan dari Oktober, 2010

tersentap...18/10/2010 n 27/10/10..huuu terkilan..dia da ok..

apa nasib aQu..bngun2x nk siap nie pie kolj..perhh..phone lak mati xda cas..pErh..aty blik dri cmron aPy gila..tPi..nta..pgie ni rasa xsdap aty ja,..ermm.. as??dpat kol dri dsa..erMm..nk kna mnggadap cik helmi..pErhh,..kna basoh..ermm..aqu angku wat smua y slah,..erMm..aqu tma jer la d malu kan.. erMm...masuk ja lam blik perbncngan..bila min smpai..ermm..wisau lak..apa kes nie.. sedih jumpa wani  aqu nk sdp kan aty dia..bgie brang y aqu bli at cmeron..laa..pula marah at aqu..kess cete min angku ambik wet wani..sentap jua mmbr rapat wat cm nie..erMm...bnda da tau spa wat keje 2.. bila kuar je blik..wani.nanges bgai nk rakk..tetiba bgitau aqu..y min tuduh aqu..arrRrr,..sentap,nk jdi gile,air mat kuar,xtau nk ckap ap lgie..sedih sngat2x..skit aty rasa nk keje kn tpi..xtau laaa..eis..apa la nsib aqu..

xsangka ini jdi....13/10/10

aRRRrrgGGggg...sedih sngat...apa laa dah jdi an aRy nie...aQU xsngka nie kERrrr??? mIn aQU fham Prasaan kO miN...wanI?? jan nangis..aqu rasa perit pkiran kta smUa bila tau hal nie...sBar wani,min n aqu Jua..eRmm itU laa..kta hnya kuar kan air mata..xtau nk ckp apa lgie..kta dah tau sapa y dia tau wat prob an dia..tpi aqu truss jua min xkan laaa?? adui aQu pon bingu xtau laaa...dua aty...xtau bb xda bukti..tpi aRy nie mang skit bb tertuduh sngat2x min...erMmm... sedIIIieEEEeeeeeeeee.....aRRRrrr......

sedih n sakit...11\10\10

ermm.. jam12.30..ary nie..dapat tahu pada jam 1.30 a.m....terasa sNgat peMergian mak ema..ya allah ko peRsenaagkan la peRjalan nya..ko teMpat kan la pada orank y beriman..ema yui minta maaf sngat xda an ema saat nie..yui rsa bersalah sngat..yui teringat time mk ema baring atas paha yui..usap rambut mak ma.. sedih sngat..ema..yui btul minta maaf sngat2x..yui syang kan mak ema cm mak yui jua.. ema yui arap ema kuat k..trima keadaan nie...yui syang ema.. netx story aRy nie jua.. eRmm..membr2x..tolong aRrr cuba sdar apa y jdi skrank..smpai bila cm nie..plz la..kta 3tahun k at cnie plz..setel mslah..jan diam k..n  sue!! plz stop..aQu tauaQu wat dulu,..aQu sedar..xreti nk jemu kErrr??? aQu dah tul nk tutop..alah ko ckap xsrupa wat laaa.. . daaa laa..lau mmber sue ley wat apa kurank mmber yui.. sme je..dioRank lEer Wat aPA y mmber sue Wat.. apa pun daa2x la.. jemu,muak,skit pikir bnde smua niEeee....aaaAaaaRrrRrR

betul ka aqu suka josuah???

hahahhaha...ada la minat kat dia jua.. tapi cara aqu layan dia agak skit aqu rasa..adui mlas arRrr.. apa pun nk jua rasa mmber an dia.. tPi.. gaduh ja.. malas aqu.. eRmm.. kalau kopel an dia.. lgi sngsara.. huhuhu.. ok je..huuuuuuuu aLAaaa..daaAaa..aQI ttap Yui.. aQi xKAn uBah piNdiRiaN dIa...sO??? no bOy in mY life...hahahhahahaa.. study dUlu...

09/10/10...xada story pon..duk ostel sorank..on9 pun smpai 17jm..

erMmm...borink sangat2x  ary nie..dok ostel sorank jeRr..xda kwan pas2 lak sunyi erMmm..adab pun bising bunyi lagu aQu at yupy nie..ermmm...mlas nk kuar makn..lagie save bjet huuu..mkn magge..apa pun perut ada masuk jua kan..erMmm..apa pun story aQu dah siap aQu wat sinopsis..ermm..x agak menrik..tpie skurank aQu try..17 jam on9..twiter,facebook,myspace,tagged,n blog..huhaYyy... borink sngat..ErRrrRRRr....

08/10/10...apy tentang hal 2...

hahahhahaa,,,apy sangat hari nie...ptama pgie free2x padt marka..pas2 bie panas urank..ermm..aqu dah la xtau sal present..datang je..huuuyai..ada lak sound aqu..eRrmm..xikhlas 2 wat keje..hahahhaa..aqu wat tak kesah sudah..wat pa nk ambl aty.. kakakkakaa... pans dia d wt qu..eRmm..pas2 nk sindir aqu lak xwt keje dpat bmrkah free..erMm..tahdah je sdah.. kakakkaa....daaa...lau xpuas aty at aqu seNAng jErr..sloW talk an aQu..senang ceta.. pas2 lak dah abis klas huhay..nie lgie arr wat aQu apy.. abis klas terus gie mdan nk lepak.. kakkakaa..lawak nya kan..aqu kuar kn ja my yupy da orank 2 lak trus ckap 'aQu nk ambik laptop aQu la.." mcam je la qu xtau y laptop dia 2 dah k.o da..kakakakaka..lawak3x..bkan nk tmbirank laa..tpi aqu xpham la an jnis orank cm 2??? pas2 xtahn kott..dia bawa mmbr la..alaah..mmbr penyu dia arr..kakakka.. huhay..aqu pasng tingak la jua..tpi aqu gelak je.. bb diorank wat2x mnje dpan aqu pas2 aqu lak wt xda respon..pas2 dioarnk wat plan pn dpan aqu

I Caught Myself

Down to you You’re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don’t know what I Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should’ve never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should’ve never thought of you of you You’re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don’t know what I want No, I don’t know what I want You got it you got it Some kind of magic Hypnotic hypnotic You’re leaving me breathless I hate this I hate this You’re not the one I believe in With God as my witness Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should’ve never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should’ve never thought of you of you You’re pushing and pulling me down to you But I don’t know what I want No, I don’t know what I want Don’t know what I want But I know it’s not you Keep pushing and pulling me down But I know in m

8/10/10...aQu..

hari nie aQu harap kan aQu leh kuat kan aty..ada orank nk hncurkn kebhgian edp mu yui so??msti kuat k...apa pn dlm idup ko jan biar orank pjak kpala pla..ko jan diam..harus kuat k...

7/10/10....bosan..

Imej
ermmMm...aRy nie tido je keje aQu angtok sangat...boring sangat...pkran kust sangat.. aaaAaaaaAARRrrrrRrR....nyesal sangat....tpie apa ble wat kan aQu da telanjur kat cnie...tempuhi la ja... huuuuuuuuuuuuu.....erMmm..knpa laaa?? edup nie..eRmm..bngun2x je da kene bsuh...huuuu..just main2x je kat fn 2.. hahhaha..tpi lucuh arr..mstyb mk aQu gelabk kan..hahaha... konon aQu kahwin kakakak...  apa pn smua 2 hanya gurauan..huhuhuhu.. erMm..xla mk aqu susah brapa aRy nie..duit ptptn da msk da.. apa pn aQu nk stdy bgus2x..k.. love this day...

mama...

Imej
aQu syang mama..xnk mama jauh dri yui...erMm.. mama..yui minta maaf sngat2x..yui minta mma bgie yui kbasan tuk yui tenang...

yui da bruba..

sikap yui dah bruba...maaf smua..kat mk,akak,adik...n last my friends... pruba sngat ketara..

06/10/2010...sunyi...

agak terasing jua aRRr...an dia bila aQu dah wat kptusan tuk jdie mmber dia je...aQu terasa skit jua kata2x kat wll dia 2...rasa nk sepak je muke dioa skali...erMmm..tpi aPa2x pon aQu aPy jua idris mmber y sntiasa sayang aQu..erMmm..n skrank y sorank 2 2...da lenyap....bb da brtukar jd sjenis cipanzie??? ...ko pLa jdi mmber.. pEnyu??? ermMm.. aQu mnta maaf la mamy..wat cm nie...tpy yui mnta sngat...bgie ktenangan tuk yui...pahm la yui??? plZzzzZZzzz....
Imej
nie la aQi...